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Becoming…

Passionate kisses 

Formulates this compassion I been missing

Kind of healing

With some amnesia 

I start forgetting all my problems and everything that stresses me

Like your lips are my holy place

And I can feel in every kiss 

You’re blessing me

Rising more than my high to climax

I feel you 

Kissing and licking around my lips slowly

Opening your eyes to see

It’s me 

Kissing like a beast gently 

Leading me with your hands

This tight hold you have on me

How can I forget this feeling

As we collide at this opening 

I ask myself do you mean it, like I do

Is this moment everything like I’m thinking right now

Like we want to eat each other 

It’s the wanting

Of you inside me and you wanting in

Kissing our way into  love making…

Mixing ourselves within one another

Gracefully becoming one with a kiss

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Hey…where are you?

Hey love, where are you these days?

Are you thinking about me when you’re away

Did you forget my heart is at home

Waiting for you to stimulate

My love

Hey love, I’m talking to you,

Did you forget strong women need love too

Did you realize you are my night and day

My ups and down

My doubts and pain

Hey love, 

I know it’s been a while but talk

Do i even have your heart

Do you think for me fore as I being to think

The pain that floods my eyes

Are we linked

Hey love

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Quiet Minds

I like to align myself with the stars
Dance under a full moon
Read my hearts desires in solitude
Erase the pain
Rejoice in my blessings
Stand positive in the light peaking through the darkness
Have faith like I cant see the future
Hold hands with my circle
As we silently pray
Meditation over an open fire
Burning adversaries
Manifesting greatness, build off the blood sweat and tears of our environment.
We’re made

My mind so quiet. I read you before, I imagined everything perfectly. The painful quiet storm, hits so hard, you’re in shock. You didn’t understand how but you will respect me

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Butterfly Soul

Butterfly Soul…
On a flower, half to whole.
Eyes to the answers,
rest in a glance…
Sunlight, blinding love.
Water, growth, be frutiful.
Taste the lust inside out, reproductive.
Drift into it, black hole.
I love the eyes to sunlight.
I am there…
Between the stars and dirt.
The ocens and earth.
Seek value of the butterfly soul…
Soaring sorrow

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Toxic matters

I’ve been hurt by alot of toxic people because of their trauma 😪. After years of watching, I realized they were just reaching for any light they could get. I was that light. Guess what else…most of those same people follow me to this day and never once apologized or even realize what they did. However I recognize what I did for them.

My light can never be dimmed again. I keep me and I’d never hurt people the way they hurt me. I’m just wired different…my truth might hurt but that’s about it! 💯

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A letter to no one

There is no reason for you to be in my thoughts or near my heart. You keep me distant like I’m some trick or second option til the moment you’re falling apart. I’m no side chick, I’ve always been a real man’s priority.  Like I’m some trick bitch that will do anything to be near your demonic womanizing ass. You’re fucking toxic and annoying. Like why would I even think of you of all people everyday. I absolutely hate it. I hate thinking of you, its exhausting and depressing. You never did shit for me and the fact of the matter is you can’t anyways. Can’t even make me come, no dates no love just fucking. What makes you think I can’t go another six years without talking to you? Yea I was dumb back then but you make it like I’m the same type of clown now. That’s not what we’re doing to do again. Gave you a shot and you shot yourself.. Your loss!

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Why Are You Here

In my dark thoughts

You echo

Disturbing the vision

Clouding my journey.

Why are you here,

I often wonder…

Did I deserve it.

All the pain that I feel,

My heart is throbing

Why are here to torcher me?

Is you thinking of me?

How did you get this far into my thoughts

Id never thought you’d have my mind

Is this the fate of me

Allowing pain and unworthiness

Haunt my self worth

Break me down until I cant move

I cant work

Why are you here

Depressing my deep thoughts.

Breaking up my optimism

Shrinking my big heart

I like to take it apart and dissect feelings

but this one, I dont want anything to do with…