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Love Rewind

Alluring love
Enduring the sweet ephiany of your sweetest touch
Yes you remind me of another life time.
How else could it be addicting
Falling For what?!
Is it the mirror of our thoughts meeting in a new realm.
Or a seance from the pits of hell…
Calling me sweetly to my demise
The paradigm of the mind never left me blind
Seeing my truth
As I soak in it
As time tells on every love
Spinning the block again
I knew I knew love.
I know I gave it my all
But why are you stuck here
Fuck with my area
With games, lies, and smiles in the moment.
But there is no more tears..m
If I left you alone You would be okay til life fucks you again.
Tell how to I heal you before I do it again.
I know I have to get something else beside affection out of this pain.
You can’t even see me or understand where I’ve gone or if I’m coming within
You just really think you have me whenever you want…
Same lies told the same twice
Turning liars to enemies
Now I walk around with this complex
Boy it’s a trigger for me.✌

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The eyes can’t measure the belly before I ate so why let them deceive my perception in believing, leads to thinking, Knowing comes to me with my eyes close, blinding the pleasure in pure darkness, give me a moment of silence…goddess…guardian of the underworld, outside the gate of heaven and hell, the transition is thin as lids on the windows to my soul, open your eyes but see with you hung l gunt. Feeling it a little more…

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On my down days

When I’m feeling down…

It bothers me

Especially when. Yesterday was great and the day before. Then I realize there was on affection and intimacy in those moments. Majority of my life I believe out of habit I’ve craved to be loved everyday by whom I choose. Not who chooses me. When its not my way. I feel down and I have to check myself. I have to pull myself out of that bad habit that the one you love isn’t the one who’s going to rescue me from my temporary misery. So I pull myself together little by little. I move back into my routine and sooner or later im able to smooth myself out and get back to normal. Today is a good day! I managed to fool myself into the thought that love will rescue me. Only I can rescue me!

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Quiet Minds

I like to align myself with the stars
Dance under a full moon
Read my hearts desires in solitude
Erase the pain
Rejoice in my blessings
Stand positive in the light peaking through the darkness
Have faith like I cant see the future
Hold hands with my circle
As we silently pray
Meditation over an open fire
Burning adversaries
Manifesting greatness, build off the blood sweat and tears of our environment.
We’re made

My mind so quiet. I read you before, I imagined everything perfectly. The painful quiet storm, hits so hard, you’re in shock. You didn’t understand how but you will respect me

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Butterfly Soul

Butterfly Soul…
On a flower, half to whole.
Eyes to the answers,
rest in a glance…
Sunlight, blinding love.
Water, growth, be frutiful.
Taste the lust inside out, reproductive.
Drift into it, black hole.
I love the eyes to sunlight.
I am there…
Between the stars and dirt.
The ocens and earth.
Seek value of the butterfly soul…
Soaring sorrow

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Toxic matters

I’ve been hurt by alot of toxic people because of their trauma 😪. After years of watching, I realized they were just reaching for any light they could get. I was that light. Guess what else…most of those same people follow me to this day and never once apologized or even realize what they did. However I recognize what I did for them.

My light can never be dimmed again. I keep me and I’d never hurt people the way they hurt me. I’m just wired different…my truth might hurt but that’s about it! 💯

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Why Are You Here

In my dark thoughts

You echo

Disturbing the vision

Clouding my journey.

Why are you here,

I often wonder…

Did I deserve it.

All the pain that I feel,

My heart is throbing

Why are here to torcher me?

Is you thinking of me?

How did you get this far into my thoughts

Id never thought you’d have my mind

Is this the fate of me

Allowing pain and unworthiness

Haunt my self worth

Break me down until I cant move

I cant work

Why are you here

Depressing my deep thoughts.

Breaking up my optimism

Shrinking my big heart

I like to take it apart and dissect feelings

but this one, I dont want anything to do with…