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I realized how much effort I have been putting into my problems and not enough into my success and I just decided to share my feelings. So I wrote a little quote but I also wanted to put some meaning behind it. You can sot and think about your problems or you can get up and do something about it. Often we sit and think about out problems like it’s a damn soap opera. We have to be more innovative and develop solutions. It’s not about where you or even when. It’s how you start. If you want a solid foundation. You have to build from within first. If you start with you, nothing can be shaken and when you see those same problems coming you will know to move out the way and take control. I tell my children all the time, people will say what they want but its up to you how you respond. Make sure you’re always in the position of reason and able to see the whole picture otherwise you spiral out of control.

This is just a simple note to yourself. Control yourself and you can take control of your life. #theshift #shift #hearttress #poet #testimony

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It’s some terribly wrong with my ability to move forward. I was turned down from a job because of my past and its nothing related to the job and I am going to look into that as well. It I am just bummed out all this talent and no one wants to give me an opportunity. Putting my energy into business doesn’t pay the Bill’s right now so it hard for me to keep going with it right now. I try so hard. I’m just tired of all the dead ends…I am sure I should be working for myself. No one could had my value at a job any ways. I just have no support to get going. Of course my boyfriend is off with his friends on his day off but in the same breath wants me to get his non for profit started and going but who am I going to talk to about this. Am I a one woman army with seven kids all home for the summer. My back is completely against the wall and I am just stressed. I needed to write about it Hope’s I’d get out this bed, stop the fucking mobile phone games and live my life. I’m thinking maybe I should take a long bath and read. I’m thinking maybe I should start planning phases for donations or working on my dream board or maybe just paint with the kids. Of course they make me better, my two oldest went to the store and got food and fed the kids and cleaned up for the day. That felt good. Maybe I am just being hard on myself. I deserve this. I needed this. I just feel guilty for it.

When I become the moon
Darkness crashes as it waves
Ocean side erode
Capsized by the pain
Wet drifts
Casting further into what is
Built from the bright
Taking down darkness
Twilight
Full belly of moon
Shedding ready to grow a day old again
Tomorrow a better night…

Almost…the touch

Cold wet

In awe of what it took

The grid and wetness

The wetness

At my feet

Not one tear

As I look

Just reflecting

Correcting me

No regrets

Clean blues set…

Owning me

Its important to vent and Express your feelings. My outlet seems to be writing but I also find other ways to expre6myself under different circumstances. I dance, write, edit photos, and my new found expression is painting. I enjoy being different yet transparent. I enjoy my truths and philosophies. I in touch with who I am but not so much how. Expressing myself and looking back allows be the best shot at find myself. Expression is important, it’s your responsibility. Creative endlessly!!