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Random….thought

Every man that I ever loved thought they were rich but it’s just me… you don’t to have nothing…enlightening…..!!!

Fading horizon…silver – aligning!!!

-Hearttress

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Poetically loving me

After the Break Up

As a woman you naturally get wrapped up in your man’s dreams, and lose sight of your own and who you are. You end up in a space where you mentally and physically have to start over. You have to figure out who you are.

Then as brave as you are… to turn around and love someone else again or the same person and they repeat the same pattern is pure abuse. Do not lose yourself trying to love him better. Make sure you keep your dreams on the table as well.

I know this happens to men too but I can only write from a woman’s prospective. This isn’t to bash any gender. This is a post make people think and be one with their partner and keep themselves too so relationship it self is built on a healthy foundation.

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On my down days

When I’m feeling down…

It bothers me

Especially when. Yesterday was great and the day before. Then I realize there was on affection and intimacy in those moments. Majority of my life I believe out of habit I’ve craved to be loved everyday by whom I choose. Not who chooses me. When its not my way. I feel down and I have to check myself. I have to pull myself out of that bad habit that the one you love isn’t the one who’s going to rescue me from my temporary misery. So I pull myself together little by little. I move back into my routine and sooner or later im able to smooth myself out and get back to normal. Today is a good day! I managed to fool myself into the thought that love will rescue me. Only I can rescue me!

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Poetically loving me

Truth is…

I could never leave 

But I will let you live

 A whole lifetime without me

Lost at your own discretion

Never to mention

The energy, I’m gifted

Never alone sweetheart

This is my preference.

I am sitting on genius

I don’t have time to listen

Ignorance is a bliss

So I choose my intelligence

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Dreams...

Power of a Dream…

I levitated and demanded my power! I stood up
And fear abandoned my heart
I demanded power in an empty room and they came
I demanded power in an empty room and they came.
I wasn’t scared
The earth and wind was there
And I am fire
I stromed around for hours
I started off in an empty room
And made them feel my power
I told them who I am
I demanded to own myself
Don’t bother
I took the room
And fought too while standing in power!

To be continued..

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Poetically loving me

Reliving Him

Stuck in my mind

Embedded in my heart

Leaking from the pain 

Getting comfortable with being apart.

The way you looked at me after making love

The stares 

You should see your face

The way you kiss me so perfect

I’d suck the love out of your lips

The spacing out

Dreaming about a moment I wish could happen over and over again. 

The small talk

The way you me pulled over, to lay on your chest

The moment you said stay a while 

And I knew I couldn’t take it

The sound of you coming

Your voice and commands

The way it felt perfect

Even when I look at your head in between my legs

The soft grab near my throat as you thrust inside of me

The passion in your kisses

Runs through my entire body

If I could take that moment

And live it over and over again…

I’d do it with you

Just to keep you here with me time and time again

Reliving the love

Making between me and you

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Motivation

Conviction

Everyone has flaws but not everybody can own theirs. You’d be  surprised how I can walk a person down based on that…  not the flaw necessarily, but the truth. I can pick right out the middle of their flaw and correalted mistake or action and do damage action can…convicting words, light easy cuts like a razor blades because I know what the truth does to those not ready to accept it.

My silence is golden!

Confident, humble, and silent character speaks volumes flaw individuals can’t reach…but I bet they feel it!

-Hearttress

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Motivation

Good morning

Good morning! Just want to let you know I’m thinking of you and praying things get better  and better for you.  If it’s a repeated issue make sure you see it before it hits you and be ready. 

Everything moves on a constant rhythm.  Find it and avoid it or be ready for it. You can beat whatever is up against you. Stay ready so that you don’t ever have to get ready!

-Heart