Author & Poetically Speaking with Art

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It’s some terribly wrong with my ability to move forward. I was turned down from a job because of my past and its nothing related to the job and I am going to look into that as well. It I am just bummed out all this talent and no one wants to give me an opportunity. Putting my energy into business doesn’t pay the Bill’s right now so it hard for me to keep going with it right now. I try so hard. I’m just tired of all the dead ends…I am sure I should be working for myself. No one could had my value at a job any ways. I just have no support to get going. Of course my boyfriend is off with his friends on his day off but in the same breath wants me to get his non for profit started and going but who am I going to talk to about this. Am I a one woman army with seven kids all home for the summer. My back is completely against the wall and I am just stressed. I needed to write about it Hope’s I’d get out this bed, stop the fucking mobile phone games and live my life. I’m thinking maybe I should take a long bath and read. I’m thinking maybe I should start planning phases for donations or working on my dream board or maybe just paint with the kids. Of course they make me better, my two oldest went to the store and got food and fed the kids and cleaned up for the day. That felt good. Maybe I am just being hard on myself. I deserve this. I needed this. I just feel guilty for it.

When I become the moon
Darkness crashes as it waves
Ocean side erode
Capsized by the pain
Wet drifts
Casting further into what is
Built from the bright
Taking down darkness
Twilight
Full belly of moon
Shedding ready to grow a day old again
Tomorrow a better night…

Almost…the touch

Cold wet

In awe of what it took

The grid and wetness

The wetness

At my feet

Not one tear

As I look

Just reflecting

Correcting me

No regrets

Clean blues set…

Owning me

Its important to vent and Express your feelings. My outlet seems to be writing but I also find other ways to expre6myself under different circumstances. I dance, write, edit photos, and my new found expression is painting. I enjoy being different yet transparent. I enjoy my truths and philosophies. I in touch with who I am but not so much how. Expressing myself and looking back allows be the best shot at find myself. Expression is important, it’s your responsibility. Creative endlessly!!

Word on a wave
Conclave conviction with infinite space
The essence of taste
Lyrical paradigm of pain
Phasing in and out of stanzas
To haiku the means
Screaming how you do me
Trying to clear myself
Worshipping the moments I go in
Like I am hypnotically
Transitioning well
On these waves I vibe
Concrete words when I speak heavy I end up dropping the mic….

Thanks for the inspiration Benard…

-hearttress

Give me my peace please
Solitude breathing relief
Shadows off my feet
Suggest I carry a heavy load without bags I keeep
Folding deep tucked into my intuitions
I been hinting, every single moment
I let in the venting, thru me
Rant wildly as I the trim away the lies
Despise none, I am the beautiful mind
I don’t mind perplexing
The flex in an ego
Low and behold
The truth became my hero
Releasing every question lingering
Dangling over their actions
Yes fuck it up
I will allow it!!!
Now I’m crafting
Every move made
Pond or duck which way
Wild goose
Head chopped off, running wild
Crash and burn but not on me
Stressing the word
Wombman and they’re laughing at me
Never listened
Lost ends that still bow to me
Open depiction
On how my crown fits me
Every jewel, a halo of my wise movements
Directing with my words more than I been moving
Checkmate, a lioness will feast!
Flipping flaws and auras
Attracting beings
Meditation leveled up
Hearing me, I spoke to my god
Highest priestess,
Consistently improving my aura, my space, coming clean….
The dirtying beast!-Hearttress11-10-18