Just her…unfiltered pain, smile wiping the image away. Higher like the priest made…standing holier than the demon slayed. Powerful in the belief of me. A balance as perfect as earth’s tilt from disaster, in a blink. It’s her, the one they’d misunderstand and play. Unbeknownst to them, nothingness wills their ways…no energy for it. A cycle like and infinity 8, a thousand times more resiliency than their agendas could pay. Just her making her peace, with all the flaws and lessons she reaps…convicting aura of unconditional rays, vibrating light-years into the paradigm of self governed space….she is everything she said she would be….Hearttress…the heart collecting mence, gaslighting greatness, intellect, and beauty in her name…
By Hafina Jones aka Hearttress
May 7th, 2022
“ABCs of My Queen” Coming Soon
Category: Poetically loving me
Growth
Decaying love
Eating itself for growth
Like a rose out concrete
Always coming back from the impossible
Not looking for validation or affection
Just strength and the courage to love again
Living solid.
Loving me first before I every leverage my heart again
Auctioning my pain as art
Flipping my negatives to positive
Looking straight past my non sense
And embracing the silver lining
Caring with intent
Observant with purpose
Perplexing how the paradigm of the mind can be your own demise
Your decision
I chose forward
I chose me, myself, and my seeds
The ability to grow while empty.
I chose optimism and my own ignorance for bliss.
I chose self love as my happiness.
My Fantasies
You want to know my fantasy
It’s deeper than me
Someone who prays with me then meditates with me and makes love to me . Knows my needs
Explores my body…
My all in one and I’m his everything
Like Wilson sees Ciara
Someone already looking at me and see their forever.
Someone ready to open up in every way
So honest with me even if I feel pain.
Holding my front back and sides
Sexual desires then activate
When we’re one
My fancy thrives internally…
Random….thought
Every man that I ever loved thought they were rich but it’s just me… you don’t to have nothing…enlightening…..!!!
Fading horizon…silver – aligning!!!
-Hearttress
After the Break Up
As a woman you naturally get wrapped up in your man’s dreams, and lose sight of your own and who you are. You end up in a space where you mentally and physically have to start over. You have to figure out who you are.
Then as brave as you are… to turn around and love someone else again or the same person and they repeat the same pattern is pure abuse. Do not lose yourself trying to love him better. Make sure you keep your dreams on the table as well.
I know this happens to men too but I can only write from a woman’s prospective. This isn’t to bash any gender. This is a post make people think and be one with their partner and keep themselves too so relationship it self is built on a healthy foundation.
Truth is…
I could never leave
But I will let you live
A whole lifetime without me
Lost at your own discretion
Never to mention
The energy, I’m gifted
Never alone sweetheart
This is my preference.
I am sitting on genius
I don’t have time to listen
Ignorance is a bliss
So I choose my intelligence
Reliving Him
Stuck in my mind
Embedded in my heart
Leaking from the pain
Getting comfortable with being apart.
The way you looked at me after making love
The stares
You should see your face
The way you kiss me so perfect
I’d suck the love out of your lips
The spacing out
Dreaming about a moment I wish could happen over and over again.
The small talk
The way you me pulled over, to lay on your chest
The moment you said stay a while
And I knew I couldn’t take it
The sound of you coming
Your voice and commands
The way it felt perfect
Even when I look at your head in between my legs
The soft grab near my throat as you thrust inside of me
The passion in your kisses
Runs through my entire body
If I could take that moment
And live it over and over again…
I’d do it with you
Just to keep you here with me time and time again
Reliving the love
Making between me and you
Becoming…
Passionate kisses
Formulates this compassion I been missing
Kind of healing
With some amnesia
I start forgetting all my problems and everything that stresses me
Like your lips are my holy place
And I can feel in every kiss
You’re blessing me
Rising more than my high to climax
I feel you
Kissing and licking around my lips slowly
Opening your eyes to see
It’s me
Kissing like a beast gently
Leading me with your hands
This tight hold you have on me
How can I forget this feeling
As we collide at this opening
I ask myself do you mean it, like I do
Is this moment everything like I’m thinking right now
Like we want to eat each other
It’s the wanting
Of you inside me and you wanting in
Kissing our way into love making…
Mixing ourselves within one another
Gracefully becoming one with a kiss
