Just her…unfiltered pain, smile wiping the image away. Higher like the priest made…standing holier than the demon slayed. Powerful in the belief of me. A balance as perfect as earth’s tilt from disaster, in a blink. It’s her, the one they’d misunderstand and play. Unbeknownst to them, nothingness wills their ways…no energy for it. A cycle like and infinity 8, a thousand times more resiliency than their agendas could pay. Just her making her peace, with all the flaws and lessons she reaps…convicting aura of unconditional rays, vibrating light-years into the paradigm of self governed space….she is everything she said she would be….Hearttress…the heart collecting mence, gaslighting greatness, intellect, and beauty in her name…
By Hafina Jones aka Hearttress
May 7th, 2022
“ABCs of My Queen” Coming Soon
Tag: love
My Fantasies
You want to know my fantasy
It’s deeper than me
Someone who prays with me then meditates with me and makes love to me . Knows my needs
Explores my body…
My all in one and I’m his everything
Like Wilson sees Ciara
Someone already looking at me and see their forever.
Someone ready to open up in every way
So honest with me even if I feel pain.
Holding my front back and sides
Sexual desires then activate
When we’re one
My fancy thrives internally…
I just watched a show where there’s a big increase in non monogamous relationships because the way love is being defined in modern day.
There is a gay and straight woman married but they have separate partners because they have different sexual preferences and desires.
Would you marry your best friend if you could?
Truth is…
I could never leave
But I will let you live
A whole lifetime without me
Lost at your own discretion
Never to mention
The energy, I’m gifted
Never alone sweetheart
This is my preference.
I am sitting on genius
I don’t have time to listen
Ignorance is a bliss
So I choose my intelligence
Becoming…
Passionate kisses
Formulates this compassion I been missing
Kind of healing
With some amnesia
I start forgetting all my problems and everything that stresses me
Like your lips are my holy place
And I can feel in every kiss
You’re blessing me
Rising more than my high to climax
I feel you
Kissing and licking around my lips slowly
Opening your eyes to see
It’s me
Kissing like a beast gently
Leading me with your hands
This tight hold you have on me
How can I forget this feeling
As we collide at this opening
I ask myself do you mean it, like I do
Is this moment everything like I’m thinking right now
Like we want to eat each other
It’s the wanting
Of you inside me and you wanting in
Kissing our way into love making…
Mixing ourselves within one another
Gracefully becoming one with a kiss
Hey…where are you?
Hey love, where are you these days?
Are you thinking about me when you’re away
Did you forget my heart is at home
Waiting for you to stimulate
My love
Hey love, I’m talking to you,
Did you forget strong women need love too
Did you realize you are my night and day
My ups and down
My doubts and pain
Hey love,
I know it’s been a while but talk
Do i even have your heart
Do you think for me fore as I being to think
The pain that floods my eyes
Are we linked
Hey love
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I’ve had my fair share of friendships and love. Somehow my friendships are growing into something deeper than I thought. All five men that I fell in love with are currently attempting to rekindle something that there is no coming back from. Being single has made the exploration of such conversations easier to take part in. Im just wondering what went wrong in their life that they are all back. One back to marry me, one back that is married that wants me to be his spiritual husband which is totally weird , and the others are lingering around attempting acts of kindness that they believe will win my heart again. Some time men don’t understand. There is no coming back from where we been. The embarrassing backstories behind these men will be featured in a book called Poetically Loving Me. Not only touching on the bad things but hopefully taking heed to the good things. An attempt to tell men how to love a woman who is head strong and sensitive. How to make sure she caters to you in the same ways you’re attempting to love her. Of course, I’ve made mistakes but there is nothing in any relationship I’ve been in that I’d take back. I gave 100% of me and I can’t say I cheated them from anything. I made sure they grew and gave them the freedom to be themselves and be successful within themselves. The effects come back to huant me now and will be touched in Poetically Loving Me, coming soon!
